Advice | When nothing seems right

Have you ever prayed about something and was sure God heard? In fact He sent multiple confirmation as a witness? Dreams, Visions, Word of knowledge, Prophecy. 'God has spoken once; twice have I heard this; that power belong unto God' (Psalms 62:11). Well this is my story and I hope it encourages someone reading this material.

This is my story

In one year, I've lost 2 good job prospects, not been all so financially sufficient and became so dependent I had to move back home. When I thought I had seen the end of it all, I had to cancel a few trips just because I could not afford it. I could not even afford my travel ticket to attend church once. Did you ever think you have hit the bottom of a barrel and all you see is darkness? Let me tell you, your situation might even be someone else's testimony like a very dear friend would say. Life is funny, I was initially perplexed at the beginning of the year why everything was going wrong for me.

Advice | How to Deal with Dissapointment

Do you guys realize how amazing it is to write sometimes. I am going to share a few pointers that God has been teaching me over the past few days.

What is disappointment?  Google it and you get 'to make someone unhappy by not being as good as expected or by not doing something that was hoped for or expected' (Merriam-Webster)

I can tell you that I have been disappointed with:

1. People

2. Situations

3. Failed Plans

I can tell you that disappointment is like a disease, a bad disease that starts off as a seed and when nourished with attention, self pity, reflection can grow into a mighty ugly oak tree. It can unravel words of hate, acts of betrayal and even long buried memories.

Modelling Mandate

Today, I am a model, tomorrow, I have an exciting chance for change. That would be updated in due time!!! I have missed my online diary.

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